A Different We

fourth year julia mun

(11:58 pm): HI UH i hav not breathed in like 3 weeks

but i wanted to check in on u

 (12:35 pm): Waitt not us sharing the same brain 

cell lmaooo i was thinkin of u today and was gonna 

send a text im sry its been like a month how r u

(2:26 am): 🤡

Its been a time

But for the most part im doin good

wbu?

(2:27 am): im glad to hear ur doin well :’)

I havent been up to much lmao

Not tryna die or whatever

Just a wack sleep schedule lol

(2:28 am): wait i got a good meme for that

Thats u

But yeah idk

ive just been having a hard time keeping up with ppl 

u kno how it is

(2:48 am): OMG STOPP

But yess i just have so little human interaction 

these days

i feel like...i just have been so emotionally 

unavailable to everyone and everything lately

(3:10 am):yeh i feel rly bad bc we used to talk like

every day

and its weird bc its been like a month since we last talked

also u should go to bed

(3:30 am): u go to bed first

but honestly i feel like nothing has changed?

Like i know we dont talk as often

But it feels like nothing has changed between 

us :0 idk if u feel the same way

(3:45 am): no <3

but u right

Ngl i def felt some insecurity about not talking at first

And i guess i felt scared about starting the convo

(3:48 am): yeah i think i was scared too

Change is inevitably terrifying

And everything has been changing lately

(4:02 am): ur right

The situation is different

it only makes sense that our definition of we is 

different too

(4:05 am): wow thats oddly poetic of u

(4:08 am): yeah just call me a writer i guess

im dropping out of college

To create ~poetry~

(4:10 am): pls pls stfu

But in all seriousness

Thank  you for checkin in on me

It means a lot

(4:12 am): again i must say no <3

But ofc

Ily lots

Pls go to bed now

(4:14 am): ill go lay in bed

ily too

(4:15 am): thats a decent start lmao

ill head to bed too

Do not respond to this message put ur phone down!!!

Gn!! Ill talk to u soon